Hello People

Still no internet for me, so i cant rally update the blog yet. But for the time being, this is pretty much what i go through everyday here in Kal

Monday :Class at 11am, finishes at 5pm.
Go back to accommodation, and feel like crap the moment i enter my room.
Feeling down and lonely = start reading the bible and doing my quiet time.
7pm-go back to uni for small revisiosn and use of internet.
Small chatting sessions with some of u guys drastically bring my mood backup.
9-10pm,go back to my room,and feel like crap again = More bible and quiettime.
10.30-11pm.. ZzZzZz time:D

Tuesday to Fri : repeat the same procedure above.

Sat : Worst day of the week. Get up and realize i'm still in Kal with nothing to do.Feel like crap even more = More bible and quiet time (seeking God for healing,courage and comfort). Random sms from you guys significantly improve my mood

Sun : 10am Drag myself to church alone for a 10.30am start!! jack either refuses/cant wake up to join me for church.Find it extremely hard to fit into church because there isnt any common ground between me and them (except jesus).I'm the only Chinese. No sense of connection watsoeva with them. But i need God's word, therefore i still drag myself to church.

In conclusion, i'm pretty much an emo person as of the moment. but what i really want to say is, thanks for all the random sms, phone calls, emails and facebook msgs. It may not look like much, but each of those msgs from you guys really gives me the additional strength i need to face my day.I even blew my phone cap for the FIRST time by talking to my mum.Just wanted to hear her voice, didnt really amtter wat we were talking about, just wanted to hear her voice T_T.Also whenever i'm feeling crappy, the bible reading and quiet time helps encourage me to continue to run my race.

Life here may be miserable, and somehow, i get this funny feeling that God is letting all this happen to me purposely for a reason. I believe its strongly related to healing me on the inside first, before starting to raise me as a man of God. But that will be another post for another day. So once again, thanks guys for all your encouragements :D :D :D what in the world will i do without frens like all of u :D